Jack Hinks (dangerous_beans) wrote in bitches_r_us,
Jack Hinks
dangerous_beans
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I'd miss them... but my aim is getting much better.

I love my boy. I didn't mean to fall for him, and gods know I/we could've dealt without the shit that's happening at the beginning of the relationship. 'Specially since it's a long distance with the Canadian border between us thing.

I'm really getting fucking sick and tired of people asking me if/when I'm going to leave, though. Chris has done this too, and last night I reacted badly. *grin* No regrets about that, I'm still fuming.

I warn people that I have the attention span of a goldfish and that I'm not dependable. Which is why I understand the questioning of my staying. But on the opposite hand, the people who've questioned have known me for years and have seen that I do, in fact, stick around through hard times.

Fed up with this bullshit. I'm not planning on leaving. Not because he lost his job, not because I have to put more effort than I'm comfortable with in, not because I'm a goldfish. I love and like this man. There aren't a lot of people I can say that about.

I'm finding myself more pissed that it seems to be my integrity and loyalty that's in question, rather than my long-hauledness.
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